New Addiction

Sooo, lately I've overly obsessed with playing the piano. I've been teaching myself for about six months now, but I've been too busy with plays (hehe Nifty Fifties), and school and such, I forgot how much I loved to play. It seems like whenever I play, I feel so powerful and free. I know, that sounds a little dumb, but that's just how I feel. =) I've also been writing songs too! So far I have three unfinished ones...hopefully I'll be able to finish at least one so I can start making up the tune and everything. I get sooooo jealous whenever I see people play the piano flawlessly, and I am DETERMINED to get that good. =)

Random thought: I've been in love with a song called "Pour Me Out" by He Is We for a month! I've been replaying that song over and over. Hehe I love them =)

Well, Thanks for reading!
~Jaymi =)

Revival

 The past couple days have been...very peaceful. I've been pretty depressed lately and have been relying on God more than I've ever had in my life. It's like I'm a whole new person now. I've been praying to him like fifty times a day now...and he has given me peace. The last few days of doing nothing but relying on him has transformed me at a fantastic level; spiritually and physically. I guess you can say I've become more mature. That's what fascinates me about God; tough times can lead to coming closer to him. Lately, I haven't really been focusing on him..I mean reading my bible everyday doesn't make me a christian. Morning devotions are supposed to help you come closer to God...not just read the story, think "oh that was a good bible story" and move on with your day, not saying another word to the one who created man out of dust. These past few days with me reading my bible is different for me now...I actually get a message out of my morning devotion. I've completely revived my relationship with God and it's made me feel at peace. I know I'm about three weeks late deciding on my New Year's Resolution...but I've finally decided...My New Year's Resolution is to have a more intimate relationship with God. Everything I do now is to glorify him..


I hope this spoke to you in some way...and thanks for reading :)


Jaymi